Oh, My God,

Can you hear the silence?

That means that my mind,

Is going to start racing on me.

Thoughts and feeling,

Buried deep,

Come flooding me, to no end,

My eyes flop from side to side,

Yes, Please find something,

To fixate on to make it STOP!

My head starts pounding,

OH, MY GOD,

You know what that means?

That my mind,

Is going to start racing on me,

First the foot, and then the leg,

Yeah, you know what I am about to say,

My body starts shaking uncontrollably,

Can't you make it, STOP??

OH, MY GOD,

You know what that means?

That my mind,

Is racing on me.

I hit my head in hopes,

The frustration will stop,

What am I going to see?

What am I going to say?

Fists begin to fly,

Angry words a soar,

Feelings that I had no idea,

That I could ever feel,

Flow out from the deep whole,

OH, MY GOD,

You know what that means??

I am one step closer,

To RECOVERY!!!

 

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