Hey
there!!
I see that you found my page about me...
well not really sure how exciting this will be but all I
can do
is try and come up with something that might entertain
you here.
I am
a mom of 3 wonderful kids, Kevin, Andrew, &
Angel....
I am 33, at least for a couple more months...
and I am engaged to a wonderful man, Joseph.
Why
did I decide to make a web site??
Well it's kind of a long store but I think by telling it
I might be able
to bring some light to someone else. I suffer from
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
I ended up with this disorder because of the bad
relationship I had previous to
the one I am in now. He was a very mentally
draining "Monster". He ended up
freaking out on the children and myself and threatened
to kill us all. It was 5 hours
of hell let me tell you that we went through.
Because of what happened I ended
up on disability for a year...hiding in my own skin
in hopes that I wouldn't have
to experience what I had already gone through over and
over again in my head.
To
help you understand my PTSD...
I have more information about it on my
causes pages....
You can read some of my
poetry
that I wrote while going through
some of my darkest times with the disorder.
Well
as I went through therapy and dealt with what had
happened....I began
to learn how to use a computer. One of the things
that I am so grateful for is
that my parents gave me this computer and that my mom
began teaching me
how to use the programs called Paint Shop Pro 7 and
Front Page. While I tried
to escape the horrible things in my head I worked on
graphics and learned as
much as I could about creating a web site. Thus
the reason for my site.
And if you have been here before...you have seen my site
change several times...
as I learned something else I wasn't happy with the way
the site looked and
had to change it. So to all of you that have
been here before....
how do you like the latest look??
One
of the other things that I did with my computer was
learned how to go
into a chat room and have made so many friends
that way. I have one
that has become the love of my life...Yes, My Joseph I
meet in a chat room.
He is wonderful and has been there with me every
step of the way.
Joseph has helped me learn that life is worth living
again and that you truly
can be happy. He has given me something that I never
though I would ever
have and that is a very best friend in the person that I
am going
to be spending the rest of my life with. One
of the things no one really thought
could happen is finding love over the internet
well....it can happen hehe.
As I
said earlier...I spent allot of time chatting...well I
also ended up with
more than just my fiancé, Joseph, as a best
friend. I also meet the most
amazing lady, Belinda, also known as Starrburst.
She is one amazing lady
and has the biggest heart I have seen in a long
time. She spent allot of time
talking to me even when I made no since at all.
So, I wanted to take
the time to thank her here for everything she has and
still does for me.
You deserve the best in everything you do my On-Line
Mom!!
If
my site and my store doesn't do but one thing I hope it
encourages someone
that may have been through domestic violence to know
that you can make it
through it...that life does go on and that you can be
happy again.
I
will add to and change this page again in the
future...You know I have to
tell you all how the wedding went and stuff like
that...hehe....
So stay tuned and take a look here now and then and
see if I have changed something.....
I
send to you Hugs and well Wishes...
Glennda
Come
see my family HERE
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