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Are emotional reactions a product of CFIDS or is CFIDS the result of mental instability? That question lies at the heart of the on-going disagreements between those with CFIDS and the medical establishment and the rest of society.

MIND-BODY CONNECTION
Despite the plethora of new information and research on the mind-body connection, modern medicine still clings to a deeply ingrained dichotomy between the physical and the psychological. We know that negative emotions like depression, resentment, anger, hostility, grief, fear, panic, guilt, melancholy, sadness and sorrow, have an effect on everything from colds to cancer. Yet, the very word "psychosomatic" is practically a code word for "imaginary". Perhaps the heated debate about the "true" nature of CFIDS underscores our persistent failure to comprehend the profound and physiologically dynamic connection between mind and body.

CFIDS SUFFERING CAUSES DEPRESSION
The symptoms of CFIDS are not psychosomatic consequences of negative emotions. Rather, the negative emotions are more often a result of suffering from CFIDS. We see the same manifestation in patient's with diabetes, kidney failure, cancer, heart disease and a long list of others. Those negative emotional symptoms are usually treated concurrently with the primary illness.

BELIEF IN CFIDS?
Most physicians would not even suggest that the diabetes, cancer, or heart disease was not real. Nevertheless, because CFIDS still has no known cause and no single laboratory test to confirm the diagnosis, the skepticism continues. It’s easy to say, "I don’t believe in CFIDS", when the medical community demands more objective proof that an illness exists. Why this apparent incongruity? Simple; we can attach numbers to other illnesses---a blood sugar of 484, a serum creatinine of 6.5, a 95% occlusion of the left anterior descending artery of the heart. The medical profession has relied on the science of medicine, as seen in the numbers attached to diagnostic tests. Numbers automatically make anything "real". In addition, the art of medicine is often seen as ambiguous. Couple that with the variety of symptoms that CFIDS presents, and it is any wonder we are seen as somaticizing.

VALID STUDIES
When one closely examines the neuropsychological dysfunction, it is apparent that the illness came before the emotional problems. For instance:

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Eleanor K. Axe, Ph.D., from UCLA School of Public Health, Los Angeles, found that most major emotional problems seen in CFIDS patients had an onset concurrent with their illness. In addition, she saw numerous neurocognitive impairments (such as motor, visual, language, attention and memory impairments) as well as emotional in CFIDS patients.

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A comprehensive study of 1200 patients with CFIDS by Rosamund Vallings, MD from the University of Auckland, New Zealand, demonstrated that CFIDS might have a "typical" personality type. She found that most people with CFIDS have the following personality characteristics:

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High academic achievers

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Competitive sports people

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Obsession with body shape and image

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Obsession with detail

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Rigid disciplined lifestyle


She also found that those with CFIDS, who had the above characteristics, changed their focus when the illness began. CFIDS often led to loss of control over health and life, so that other controlling characteristics may emerge, such as obsession with detail over health, rigid dietary adherence, control of the family with dependency, etc. These patients often dislike the feelings of loss of control over their own bodies imposed by medications and the sense of "takeover by medical professionals. They feel misunderstood and badly treated which leads to a form of "medical paranoia". They drift from one health professional to another in the endless search for understanding and are thus often labeled hypochondriacal, somaticizing, or suffering from a psychiatric disorder, the very label they fear most. The psychiatric label represents to them further loss of inner control, self esteem, and the constant need to affirm the organic rather than psychological aspects of the illness.


Other studies have demonstrated the neuropsychiatric effect of elevated cytokines on the brain, and the resultant neurochemical abnormalities that often lead to depression and emotional lability. Specifically, the neurochemical serotonin has been shown abnormally low in CFIDS. (Nancy Klimas MD, University of Miami School of Medicine and Janice Kiecolt-Glaser, MD, Ohio State University Medical School, Columbus, OH)

CAUSES OF NEGATIVE EMOTIONS

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Negative emotions that seem to accompany most chronic diseases occur more frequently and for a longer periods. For instance:

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Those with CFIDS can experience concern when an illness lingers and medical professionals are unable to find the cause of the problem

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They can experience fear due to uncertainty as to the cause or out come of the illness

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They can experience frustration when they can no longer do the tasks or the job they were doing before their illness

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They can experience worthlessness when they realize that the illness is cheating them of going on with their life

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They can experience anger—first at their physician who has told them "it’s all in your head"—then toward their family and friends who lack understanding or compassion

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They can experience devastation due to the financial loss as a result of disability or only being able to work part time, or spending excessive amounts of money on medical costs

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They can experience hopelessness when they realize they must be "taken care of" by others

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They may mourn the loss of their former active life.

CHANGED PERSPECTIVE
All of these negative emotional reactions can cause stress in the CFIDS person’s life. This illness tears away at every emotion until it humbles the patient. However, there is a positive aspect. Patients with CFIDS come to realize that regardless of the economic or social status, or the life-changing events created by having this disease, they share certain camaraderie with other CFIDS sufferers. Many patients say if they get well, they will never be the same. CFIDS gives a new perspective to life with the realization that we are truly dependent upon our health. It opens our hearts to the suffering of others, and it opens our minds to the restructuring of our lives when we recover.

CFIDS CAUSES STRESS
Strong emotions can produce stress. The stress levels that come with several years of living with a teenager who wants to be a drummer in a rock and roll band (or any teenager, for that matter) can be equaled or even surpassed by one major argument with a spouse, a close call in traffic, a registered letter from the IRS or a 3:00 A.M. visit to the emergency room. Can you imagine what several years of having a chronic illness like CFIDS would do to one’s stress level?

NEGATIVE EFFECTS OF STRESS

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So far, research has demonstrated the following negative effects of stress:

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Increased levels of cortisol and adrenaline. (This is extremely helpful if you are being chased by a grizzly bear, but day in and day out it is disastrous.)

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Depressed natural killer cell activity

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Decreased interferon levels

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Increased cytokine production

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Reduced levels of neurotransmitters such as serotonin

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Disrupted normal sleep cycles

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Reduced numbers of T helper cells

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Decreased IgA production

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Muscle tension and spasm

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Disrupted gastrointestinal function


It does not’t take a Ph.D. in pathophysiology to figure out that chronic stress can fuel our disease and make us worse!
While we may not have answered the original chicken or the egg question, when one studies the research done on CFIDS and emotions, it become clear that most people with this disease did not have severe emotional problems when they contracted the disease. However, when they are forced to deal with the complexities and the problems forced upon them because of having CFIDS, they can certainly experience emotional problems.

DEPRESSION
Depression is a common side effect of having CFIDS. When those with CFIDS are under stress for a long period with no end in sight, they are at risk for becoming depressed over the very prospect of living the rest of their life in their condition.

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Depression is said to be the result of the five D’s:

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Dejection

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Despondency

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Discouragement

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Despair

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Dismay


When depressed, we feel an overall sadness, tinged with apathy and exhaustion. Any joy one once experienced is only a distant memory. Nothing has any value in our eyes. Moreover, the accompanying fatigue is not really physical (the physical fatigue is caused by CFIDS). We seem to have the energy, but lack the motivation enough to use what energy we have.

CLINICAL DEPRESSION
Is the sadness we feel just a bad mood, or is it true depression?

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The American Psychiatric Association says a person who shows at least four of the symptoms below nearly every day for at least two weeks is clinically depressed and should consider treatment.

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Feelings of worthlessness, self-reproach, or excessive or inappropriate guilt

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Indecisiveness or a diminished ability to think or concentrate.

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Both poor appetite and significant weight loss or increased appetite and significant weight gain

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Either insomnia or significantly increased sleep.

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Trouble thinking or moving smoothly or confidently.

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Loss of interest or pleasure in usual activities, or decrease in sexual drive.

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Fatigue and loss of energy.

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Recurrent thoughts of death or suicide, or suicide attempts.


When one closely examines the symptoms above, it is easy for us to understand why we are viewed and treated as depressed by our physicians. However, when we look at the usual symptom list of diagnostic criteria for CFIDS, those are prominent. In addition, research has demonstrated that the symptoms of CFIDS are organic in origin and not psychological.

TYPES OF DEPRESSION

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There are two basic types of depression.

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The first, exogenous or reactive depression, is a reaction to an event

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The death of a loved one, loss of a job, divorce, having a chronic or fatal illness, anything that causes profound sadness.

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The second, endogenous depression is caused by something inside us, and it’s usually harder to deal with,

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It generally longer lasting and more severe than reactive depression. Even worse, people who have this second type of depression don’t know why they’re depressed; they just are.


To examine depression, one must first understand the mechanical processes of the mind. Like the rest of the body, the brain is mechanical, with the nerves operating much like the wires in a computer system. All bodily functions, from the movement of the hands to the beat of the heart, are regulated by nerves. So are the thoughts and emotions.
The nerves are connected to each other by chemicals known as neurotransmitters. If these are unbalanced, the functions of the nerves are impaired.

NEUROTRANSMITTERS
Common understanding among the medical profession is that depression is caused by an imbalance in the levels of neurotransmitters in the brain. This may be genetic, or it may be induced by external circumstances, such as prolonged stress. Whatever the cause, if we are depressed we must learn to deal with it, and that might require outside help.

EFFECTS OF DEPRESSION
Depression can do more than just rob our life’s of joy, contentment, happiness, satisfaction and accomplishment. It can also kill us! Depression can end in suicide. Suicide is the tenth leading cause of death in America and the number one cause of death among those with CFIDS.

TREATMENT

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Although most cases of depression will eventually resolve themselves, there are ways to speed up the process.

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The most common treatment is with oral antidepressant medications. These medications attempt to correct the neurotransmitter imbalances. The most common type of antidepressant that is effective in CFIDS patients seems to be the Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor’s (SRI’s)

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like Prozac and Zoloft.

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Psychiatric counseling

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Reprogramming negative thought patterns

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Lifestyle change

DEPRESSION AND THE THYROID
According to preliminary findings by Robert Stern, Ph.D., assistant professor of psychiatry and neurology at Brown University in Providence, RI, women who tested just slightly below normal in thyroid function seemed to be more susceptible to episodes of depression than women whose hormone levels were normal. There are other intriguing links between thyroid function and depression. "Lab tests reveal that 5% to 20% of people with depression have a slightly overactive thyroid even though they show no symptoms", notes Dr. Stern. "And, although we don’t know why, some depressed patients with normal thyroid function don’t respond to antidepressants unless they’re also given thyroid hormones."

CHEMICAL SENSITIVITIES
Chemicals can cause emotional reactions. Many people with chemical sensitivities have reported having emotional reactions, ranging from mild to severe, from being exposed to a variety of chemicals. 239 people with Multiple Chemical Sensitivities responded to a survey regarding chemical exposure and emotional reactions that occurred after exposure.

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Reporting from the survey done by The MCS Exchange from Brunswick, Maine

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The following chemicals caused reactions:

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Pesticides

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Perfume

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Natural gas

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Foods (with certain additives/preservatives)

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Diesel exhaust

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Tobacco smoke.

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Reactions that occurred included:

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Irritability

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Anger

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Violence

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Paranoia

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Depression

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Anxiety/panic attacks

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Feelings of suicide.

 
The MCS exchange has developed a booklet that focuses on the above situations in more detail. Cost is $6.00 To order send your request to:
The MCS Exchange
2 Oakland Street, Brunswick, Maine 04011


THE BLUES
Serious depression often requires professional help that might include antidepressant drugs or counseling. But what about mild or moderate depression? Having "the blues" is very common.

CLUES TO THE BLUES
There are often activities that one does when they are depressed that indicate the internal struggle.

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When we have the blues, we may do the following:

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Isolate ourselves. We tend to want to be alone, so we can cut ourselves off from the world. We are more likely to skip activities, work, or appointments

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Focus on own condition, ignoring the world around us.

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Have trouble recognizing the truth about our situation. Either we exaggerate its severity and complain to anyone who will listen or, martyr-like, we remain silent about our suffering.

BLUES BUSTERS

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If you see yourself in the above quick clues to the blues, here are some ways you can work to shake the grip depression had on you.

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Get out of the house.

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Go out to lunch.

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Go shopping.

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Take a walk.

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Pay attention to what’s going on around you. The longer you focus on yourself and your own depression, the longer you will remain depressed. Transfer your concerns to something else.

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Tell the truth. Let people know what’s going on inside you and how you actually feel—good or bad, happy or frustrated. Listen, expressing your interest and concern when others tell about how they feel.

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Do a reality check.

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Go ahead pity yourself. If you are depressed, let yourself wallow in it soulfully and sorrowfully---for only 15 minutes!

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List your emotional assets. This is the gratitude list. List at least 10 things for which you are thankful.

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Eliminate the words "should" and "Should not" from your vocabulary.

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Banish the Buts. . "Yeah buts" and "what ifs" get you nowhere but back into the blues. Stay in the present. Accept that you can’t change yesterday, and tomorrow has not arrived yet.

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Treat yourself well.

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Dare to change. Try something new. Make new friends, start a new hobby, try an exotic recipe, etc.

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Open up to the energy and emotions of others. Do not retreat from human contact. Be honest in your relationships, and use your ability to communicate your feelings in order to help relationships grow.  We need social, emotional and physical contact with other people. We need affection. Make it a goal to get-and give-at least three hugs every day.

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Examine your medicine or liquor intake. Alcohol and some drugs (legal prescription or over-the-counter) can cause or aggravate depression. Drugs like sedatives, muscle relaxants, cold remedies, painkillers, and others make the central nervous system slow and less efficient. Common sense says that if you load your system with alcohol and drugs that depress the nervous system, you’re not going to have the energy you need to be productive, creative, or truly happy.

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Fake it until you make it. Act as though you are not depressed. If you fake it long enough soon you will actually feel happier.

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Exercise for endorphins. Exercise, even a little bit, causes the brain to produce endorphins, chemical compounds that occur naturally in the brain and bring on a natural high.

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Do a good deed. Helping others is a great way to help yourself out of the blues. Doing a kindness for others seems to release those same endorphins that are released during exercise. So, if you can’t get out and exercise, do something for someone else. It will make you feel warm and fuzzy!

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Get support from others who have CFIDS. Go to support group meetings or call someone who has CFIDS. By reaching out to others, you will find understanding, compassion, and practical tips on how to cope with your disease.

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Laugh at life. Laughter, like exercise and doing a good deed, releases endorphins. Try not to take yourself or your situation too seriously. Lighten up!

 
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